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Screen name : _TiAnTiAn_
Sex : Female
Nationality : Singaporean
Race : Chinese
Birthday : 10th March 1983
A few more days before I get to celebrate it yet again. So where is my present???
Horoscope : Pisces 
Fave Idol : 5566 || Takeshi Kaneshiro || Daniel Wu

Interest : Slacking @ Home || Hanging out @ Cafe / Lounge || Watching movie @ Old Cathay || Listening to music @ YES 93.3 / Class 95 || Spotting the latest entertainment gossips @ TV || Reading novels & fictional books @ Library || Cycling @ ECP || Sunbathing @ Tanjong Beach || Watching fireworks @ Esplanade || Close-up Photography
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Colour : No preference but I love PINK.
Drink : Coke || Iced Lemon Tea || Teh-O Beng
Animal : Cats || Dogs || Wabbits || Hammies
Animation : Cardcaptor Sakura || Kenshin || SlamDunk || Hikaru No Go || Love Hina
Songs : All the songs in my 10Gb of MP3 in my winamp right now.
*A~~Mei : Ji De || Zhen Shi || Wo Ke Yi Bao Ni Ma || Lan Tian || Ni Shi Ai Wo De || Yi Yan Shun Jian
*5566 : Wo Nan Guo || Without Your Love || Chun Zai || BoyFriend || One More Try || Yuan Dian
*Jay Zhou : An Jing || Qing Tian || Dong Feng Po || Duan Le De Xuan|| Gui Ji || Duan Dai || Qing Hua Ci || Lan Ting Xu || Liu Lang Shi Ren || Tong Nian De Shi Guang Ji || Dao Xiang || Shuo Hao De Xing Fu Ne
Movie : Love Me If You Dare || Meet Joe Black || Pay It Forward || Ocean's Eleven || Ocean's Twelve || X-Men || Infernal Affairs 1-3 || Mission Impossible || Matrix || Catch Me If you Can || Disturbing Behaviour || Eternal Sunshine on the Spotless Mind || Love Me if You Dare || Disturbing Behaviour || My Sassy Girl || My Boyfriend is Type B || P.S I Love You || Brides War || He's Just Not That Into You || Red Cliff 1 & 2 || Bedtime Stories || Don't Mess with the Zohan || All of Miriam Yeung's & Daniel Wu's movies
Book : "Just Friends" by Robyn Sisman || "The Between Boyfriend Book" || "P.S. I Love You" || Roswell novel & Taiwan/Korean/Japanese drama series novel
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1. External Hard Drive for my Laptop
finally got mine at the IT fair in March - 250GB
2. Digicam or SLR
gotten my 10MP Ricoh Caplio with 7x Optical Zoom from Singpost
3. Self-configure Desktop
erm... this's optional lah... :)
4. My very own pair of Blades
decided to take up yoga to help stay fit instead :)
5. Bike so I can go nite-cycling with
it will be pinned onto my wall, & that will be so cool!
6. Laptop Cooler
I very dote on my lappy one... Heez...
7. Mini keyboard / Num pad more for convenience purpose lah...
8. Job that I like
am quite satisfied with status quo rit here rit now...
9. Boyfriend?? Hahaha...
What kind of girl are you? (with pix!)
 You're the high fashion trendsetter. You're confident, independent, outgoing, and love attention. You might become a star one day. All the girls like to follow in your foot steps because you're so cool, fashionable, and don't care about anything. You make the rules, never follow. But please be sure not to act bitchy. That could be bad. But keep the attitude. That's what makes you, you. Take this quiz!
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| Your Ultimate Purity Score Is... | | Category | Your Score | Average | | Self-Lovin' | 78.3% Never taken out of the packaging | 65.1% | | Shamelessness | 97.6% Has yet to see self in mirror | 79.4% | | Sex Drive | 92.1% The Pope is envious | 77.8% | | Straightness | 94.6% Just go fuck something, okay? | 45% | | Gayness | 100%
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Now playing : Judy Zhou Ding Wei - Dong Feng Po
Judy is one of the contestants of a singing competition in Taiwan (Xing Guang Da Dao). He came in second in the competition that ended in July 07, losing only to Yoga Lin You Jia.
Shockingly both guys have rather feminine names, which I believe is the direct translation from the Chinese pronounciation of their names. [Judy = Zhou Ding ; Yoga - You Jia]
Judy is also known as the Taiwan version of Rain as he is the only one who can handle fast songs singing and dancing in the competition. He's got good rhythm and dance moves. Not only that, he also looks up to Rain and hope to be as good as him. Which is also why they nicknamed him Zhou Ding Rain.
(Updated on 9th September 2007, 5.36pm)
The song may take quite some time to load as the file size is pretty big. I apologise for the inconvenience. Pls be patient. There is also a play button for u to manipulate around as well at the top of the page for convenience sake. :o)
Songs played on this website in the past:
_ Jolin Tsai - Ting Shuo Ai Qing Hui Lai Guo
The original singer for this song is Sandy Lam. Jolin's rendition of this 90's hit gives it a pretty modern feel with its new song arrangement. I love both Jolin and Sandy version. The lyrics is beautiful.
_ Yong Er - Gan Ying
(Cantonese Version of Lin Fan's Wo Yi Ge Ren Sheng Huo)
Yong Er is one of the contestants in Superstars. She is also a VJCian. Born a Singaporean, became a singer in Hong Kong.
_ He Yi Qi - Bie Teng Wo
I don''t really know the nationality of this singer. I just find her song very pleasing to the ears on a taiwan website. Most probably she is a taiwanese ba...
_ 7 Flowers - Wo Zhi Xiang Yao (I Only Want To Be With You)
This very nice song is taken from the soundtrack of the taiwan idol drama, 'The Prince who turns into a Frog' (Wang Zi Bian Qing Wa). It is sung by 7 Flowers (Qi Duo Hua) who are artistes under the Jurgiery Stars Co. I was initially entralled by the magical encounters that happens between the male & female leads in the show. However I still got addicted in the end to a somehow typical love story that depicts a hidden fairy tale with a happy ending. The lines written for this drama is pretty sweet. WARNING : Lots of promises were made. I have to admit I was very much enticed by the very sweet yet manly voice of the male lead, Ming Dao.
_ Michael Guang Liang - Tong Hua
_ Vic Zhou & Barbie Xu Xi Di - MARS OST - Rang Wo Ai Ni
Borrowed 'MARS' from Amanda. Got addicted to the LOVE between Chen Ling & Han Qi Luo. A beautiful tragedy with a happy ending. Sub-theme for this idol drama - Let me Love you
_ Utada Hikaru - First Love
_ Ah Sang - The Rose (Track 4 of the 'The Rose' OST)
Watched idol drama 'The Rose' during my vacation. Got hooked on that show. Now I shall recommend u to listen to one of the songs in the soundtrack. It will bring across my feelings if u have actually watched the show. Thanks to Cheryl who lend me the VCD. Muy Grasias cuz I have been trying all means to borrow from another fren but to no avail.
_ Bowling for Soup - 1985
Took a slight turn to likings for Punk Rock. Heard this song on Perfect 10 one nite during the late nite revision in campus with Cyn, Lydz & Sherli. This song is re-released in an album call "A Hangover That You Don't Deserve" by a Rock band called Bowling For Soup.
_ Sheena Easton - Almost Over You
This song is indeed very nice. I recommend all of u to listen to it. It has a pretty meaningful meaning to it. It omoz speaks of the feeling I'm undergoing rit now. Pretty sad isn't it? Lolx
_ JJ Lin Jun Jie - Hui You Na Me Yi Tian
_ Vaness Wu - Wu Ye Chang De Dian Ying

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Sunday, November 21, 2004
21 Nov 2004 - Hit Me Baby One More Time
21 november 2004
1.23am
Hit Me Baby One More Time by Britney Spears is my fave song since my GESS days.
It follows me thru to my PJC days...
My 1st ang mo song, my 1st ang mo singer...
I never tune in to 93.3 or 98.7 when I was younger...
As a kid, I play my time away with my grandparents.
It was until Sec 2 tt I was officially introduced to FM93.3.
As a kid at home, mommy & grandparents love 95.8.
So Britney & her song becum my 1st love.
Haiz... Not that I dowanna zZz...
I feel tired, but I oso wanna write this down.
Lately, I seldom blog liaoz...
Now that exam is over, I have the time, so why not?
Every nite before I go to zZz, I will have a lot of tots.
Tots that I forget partially or completely once I woke up.
The worst thing is that I am too lazy to climb outta bed to pen those tots down.
I wasnt used to be so. I used to pen them in my countless notebook no matter how tired I am that day.
I guess I have changed.
I becum lazier by the day.
Amanda tinks I am weird yesday when I fone her.
I went out with Cyn today cuz it's her last paper for this sem.
Finally, exam's over!
We arranged to meet at City Hall after her paper.
Who knows that gal go & rem her paper timing wrongly...
In the end she ends up finishing her paper one hr faster than our appointed time.
So she visited Dawn who juz got back on Wed.
By the time I reached City Hall, it is oreadi 7pm & she is still at Bouna Vista.
So I went ahaed to shop at City Link 1st.
I noticed that today City Hall was unusually packed with alot of couples.
I begin to doubt if today is Valentine's Day.
I turn into Ig's Heaven, once I got in I turn round, the whole shop is filled with couples.
So is Kalm's & the shop beside it.
Even the place we makan, Han's, is oso lidat...
I begin to believe what Junlin used to said - whenever u are down u will meet into countless couples on the streets; which oso coincides with Cyn's theory of 'when u are broken-hearted, in ur eyes, all u can see is all the lovey-dovey couples' cuz u tend to be ultra-sensitive to the surrounding of filled with couples when u are broken-hearted. Ur eyes & sensor seems to filter out all the individuals & zoom in on all the couples.
Which brings me into my topic...
Why do I 'see' so many couples today?
When I was in Kalm's, I saw alot of Precious Moments stuffs...
Then I begin to recall what Peiyi & I chatted yesday...
Now I wanna add one more point to my 'what I wanna do with my bf' list. Hahahaha...
(Cyn brought that up last nite... I found that blog dated back to Aug lo...)
I am very greedy. I wan him to buy me all the Precious Moments figurines that I like.
Am I too much?? Hmmm... Cuz those figurines are really very expensive.
And the worst part is I have found a logical reason for all those figurines on display - reasons why he needs to buy it for me.
I esp like the one with the bride & groom one. I wanna grow old with u. Hahahaha...
Yesday, Peiyi told me alot of stuffs...
Stuffs I dowanna be brought up again...
Stuffs that saddens me alot...
I keep tinking that it will not affect me alot but then it keeps coming back to me...
I dun fell very good abt it at aLL...
I had a zZzless nite last nite.
She asks me how I will react, what I will will say to him if I ever get to run into him in campus.
A question that has bugged me since 6 mths ago, before sch term starts.
I rem I did tink of that problem at the beginning of this sem.
& I acn tell u that my ans remains the same thruout.
I will treat that I never see him. My reason being I have very high myopia...
Itz true. Dun doubt me.
I rem there was a time when Amanda walk past me w/o me realising her presence...
They can vouch for me.
I only have an eye for non-living & non-moving objects.
I can't spot ppl in a crowd. That is me.
But then again, it is oso true that I dun wish to see him again.
& I have nutting to say to him at all.
I wun avoid him. He shud be the one who avoid me. Not me.
Anyway, itz not called avoiding. Itz juz that we wun have the chance to meet only. Get the facts rit...
True enuff...
Thruout the whole sem, I have neva seen him in campus at all...
Initially, I muz admit that I try to avoid all the places that he might be caught seen in.
But as time goes by, I find it meaningless & I shud not be the one doing it. So I never bother where I am walking in campus.
I am determined. I believe I have all the luck.
After breaking with Stanley last time, I haven seen him again oso lo...
I wun be so unlucky to meet into him oso ba...
I know S'pore is very small... But I believe I wun be so unfortunate.
God knows I have suffered, he wun let me face my pain.
Peiyi tinks I hated him, that is why I dun wish to see him.
I dunno how to ans her.
I have no more feelings for him. I cannot tell if I hate him or not.
She says I sounded as if I am still angry with him.
Com'on man... I will be angry one lo...
Angry with him doesnt mean I hate him ba, I guess...
I mean if u dun bring it up, I wun know I am angry with him lo...
Cuz it is all tucked at he back of my mind liaoz...
Life is so peaceful cuz w/o him in my life is such a relief.
Now that she mentions it, I can recall vividly all the wrong things he did lo..
Of coz I will be angry & of coz I will say angry stuffs lah...
Hmmm... Does angry = hatred?
She says she wan us to be frenz back again.
She dun wan me to have this vengence with me all my life.
Impossible.
I can forget abt the vengence. I wun even seek revenge, but I can neva forget what he did to me.
Haha... I sounded like he is a big bad wolf rit?
Well, he is not THAT bad. Juz that I am angry, dun u understand (after reading to this part)?
I tink Peiyi meant well for me. But I can't let go.
Some things when they go wrong, they remain wrong all their lives.
U can't turn wrong back into right.
He is wrong, dun help him to convince me that I shud let him off, even if u meant well.
I can't & I wun.
I know he tried his best in our relationship. But that cannot make up for the all the wrongs.
One right doesnt = 2 wrongs.
What more he did more than 2 wrongs.
Now u wan me to say where he did wrong right? I cant tell u.
Itz very subjective, isnt it?
U guys out there may tink that breaking up by sms is fine.
But to me it isnt. It isnt at all.
How right can that be???
Do u like ur bf to text u & tell u 'Hey, we are incompatible, let's go our separate way, how abt that?'
If anyone's reply is 'ok. fine with me', pls email me.
Of coz the other party will try to find out wat went wrong isnt it???
Dun tell me u breakup w/o knowing the reason.
Then if so, I can say confidently that u din really LOVE that person & put ur heart & soul into the r/s, thus to u breaking up simply means breaking up.
I oso wish I cud be so xiao sa back then. U have no idea, I was hopelessly blind enuff I muz say.
I wanna try a r/s where I am the one ditching u & tell u 'Hey, let's break up!' & let u be puzzled all ur life why I wan a breakup.
When 2 persons are together, they break away from their frenz status to enter a r/s filled with commitments. If u cannot take that commitment, dun fall in love.
It takes quite a fair bit of commitments & trust & mutual respect in a r/s.
I trusted him with all my heart & what do I get in return?
A heart full of wounds & scars.
Call me xiao qi for all u want. I dun care.
Do u know how I got thru that period?
U have no idea at all.. U wun even know...
I dun even wanna tink back on how I got thru it.
Itz like a bottomless pit, I juz keep falling & falling...
& who came to my help? Not u.
Does he feel my pain? NO!
If he does, did he do anything to make things right?
So why shud I be the Miss Nice here?
I am no angel. I am nobody's angel.
The day he broke my heart, I live like a zombie.
The day he broke my heart, he broke my trust for him, for future r/s.
I shun r/s as if it was a ghost.
I had a hard time adjusting back.
By the time I finally adjusted back, it was all too late.
Too late... U get what I mean by too late?
Shall stop here for the time being...
I am getting too emotional now...
I have no idea how much more tears I muz shed to get this past me.
I wanna be strong. But the stronger I tried to get, the more fragile I feel I am.
I have put on my bravest front. Do u see my hard work? I have tried my best.
Pls acknowlege my effort like u acknowledge his. Thank you.
I guess my 1st fave ang mo artiste sung out my feelings alrit.
This is one of my fave songs in my JC days.
From the bottom of my broken heart
"Never look back," we said.
How was I to know I'd miss you so?
Loneliness up ahead,
emptiness behind.
Where do I go?
And you didn't hear
all my joy through my tears
all my hopes through my fears
did you know..
still I miss you somehow?
From the bottom of my broken heart,
there's just a thing or two I'd like you to know;
you were my first love,
you were my true love,
from the first kisses to the very last rose.
From the bottom of my broken heart,
even though time may find me somebody new,
you were my real love,
I never knew love,
'til there was you..
From the bottom of my broken heart.
"Baby," I said, "Please stay."
"Give our love a chance for one more day."
We could have worked things out.
Taking time is what love's all about.
But you put a dart,
through my dreams,
through my heart,
and I'm back where I started again.
Never thought it would end.
From the bottom of my broken heart,
there's just a thing or two I'd like you to know;
you were my first love,
you were my true love,
from the first kisses to the very last rose.
From the bottom of my broken heart,
even though time may find me somebody new,
you were my real love,
I never knew love,
'til there was you..
From the bottom of my broken heart.
You promised yourself,
but to somebody else,
and you made it so perfectly clear.
Still I wish you were here.
From the bottom of my broken heart,
there's just a thing or two I'd like you to know;
you were my first love,
you were my true love,
from the first kisses to the very last rose.
From the bottom of my broken heart,
even though time may find me somebody new,
you were my real love,
I never knew love,
'til there was you..
From the bottom of my broken heart.
"Never look back," we said.
How was I to know I'd miss you so?
Posted at 11/21/2004 5:38:30 am by Xiao_TiAnTiAn
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Gal.. U take care sia..
I know u not free lately le.. Cuz u gotta work mah..
Not blogging is ok de, I oso somethime lazy to blog de.
As for that sms thing, is subjective lah.. Some more it not really the sms that irritates me, it's the content... :o( |  |
  |  |  | sTr November 21, 2004 10:00 PM PST
heya... have a number to comment sia..
Firstly is abt blogging de.Keke.. I oso lazy to blog leh.. every1 shld b free to blog like usual after exam rite? But this is not the case wor. Nth impt to write down.If got, I can b sure is a long story. haha.. No time to slp liao.. still wan me to waste time on blogging.. I rather orh orh 1st tml den write. But I always drag, drag, & drag...
Secondly, abt the couples. Sometime when i nd to b alone or nd a break or when i lazy to ask ppl out..i'll window shopping alone. And at the same time, I found out couples & couples walk pass me. Felt strangely when u are ALONE. They seems like treating me a weird animal fr elsewhere. Like "why this gal walking alone? OR Don't she has a bf or fren to acc her?" Aiya..now i oso heck care le.. Life will b hard when U r sensitive or insecure.
Thirdly, I have the same illness u have. I always didnt notice my frens ard me. Always kanna fr them. Say I 'dao' de.. haha. Abit jia lat cuz i really dun see well when they are 100m away fr me. =x
Fourth, perhaps u r really angry with him. But once u comes to yr senses, u able to face him agin le..However u tok abt the sms breaking up, wat i can say is it depends on individual. In my case, I broke up w him thru sms. I felt is a better way cuz it wont hurt both of us so much. N the other part can accept it. Tat's gd. But as in yr case, U unable to accept it, is natural tat u took a longer time to digest the sorrow.
That's all I wanna say. Byez..tAke cAre ~ |  |
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