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  • Nationality : Singaporean
  • Race : Chinese
  • Birthday : 10th March 1983

    A few more days before I get to celebrate it yet again.
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  • Drink : Coke || Iced Lemon Tea || Teh-O Beng
  • Animal : Cats || Dogs || Wabbits || Hammies
  • Animation : Cardcaptor Sakura || Kenshin || SlamDunk || Hikaru No Go || Love Hina

  • Songs : All the songs in my 10Gb of MP3 in my winamp right now.
    *A~~Mei : Ji De || Zhen Shi || Wo Ke Yi Bao Ni Ma || Lan Tian || Ni Shi Ai Wo De || Yi Yan Shun Jian

    *5566 : Wo Nan Guo || Without Your Love || Chun Zai || BoyFriend || One More Try || Yuan Dian

    *Jay Zhou : An Jing || Qing Tian || Dong Feng Po || Duan Le De Xuan|| Gui Ji || Duan Dai || Qing Hua Ci || Lan Ting Xu || Liu Lang Shi Ren || Tong Nian De Shi Guang Ji || Dao Xiang || Shuo Hao De Xing Fu Ne
  • Movie : Love Me If You Dare || Meet Joe Black || Pay It Forward || Ocean's Eleven || Ocean's Twelve || X-Men || Infernal Affairs 1-3 || Mission Impossible || Matrix || Catch Me If you Can || Disturbing Behaviour || Eternal Sunshine on the Spotless Mind || Love Me if You Dare || Disturbing Behaviour || My Sassy Girl || My Boyfriend is Type B || P.S I Love You || Brides War || He's Just Not That Into You || Red Cliff 1 & 2 || Bedtime Stories || Don't Mess with the Zohan || All of Miriam Yeung's & Daniel Wu's movies

  • Book : "Just Friends" by Robyn Sisman || "The Between Boyfriend Book" || "P.S. I Love You" || Roswell novel & Taiwan/Korean/Japanese drama series novel

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    1. External Hard Drive for my Laptop
         finally got mine at the IT fair in March - 250GB
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    4. My very own pair of Blades
         decided to take up yoga to help stay fit instead :)
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    Now playing : Judy Zhou Ding Wei - Dong Feng Po

    Judy is one of the contestants of a singing competition in Taiwan (Xing Guang Da Dao). He came in second in the competition that ended in July 07, losing only to Yoga Lin You Jia.

    Shockingly both guys have rather feminine names, which I believe is the direct translation from the Chinese pronounciation of their names. [Judy = Zhou Ding ; Yoga - You Jia]

    Judy is also known as the Taiwan version of Rain as he is the only one who can handle fast songs singing and dancing in the competition. He's got good rhythm and dance moves. Not only that, he also looks up to Rain and hope to be as good as him. Which is also why they nicknamed him Zhou Ding Rain.

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    Songs played on this website in the past:

    _ Jolin Tsai - Ting Shuo Ai Qing Hui Lai Guo

    The original singer for this song is Sandy Lam. Jolin's rendition of this 90's hit gives it a pretty modern feel with its new song arrangement. I love both Jolin and Sandy version. The lyrics is beautiful.

    _ Yong Er - Gan Ying
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    Yong Er is one of the contestants in Superstars. She is also a VJCian. Born a Singaporean, became a singer in Hong Kong.

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    I don''t really know the nationality of this singer. I just find her song very pleasing to the ears on a taiwan website. Most probably she is a taiwanese ba...

    _ 7 Flowers - Wo Zhi Xiang Yao (I Only Want To Be With You)

    This very nice song is taken from the soundtrack of the taiwan idol drama, 'The Prince who turns into a Frog' (Wang Zi Bian Qing Wa). It is sung by 7 Flowers (Qi Duo Hua) who are artistes under the Jurgiery Stars Co. I was initially entralled by the magical encounters that happens between the male & female leads in the show. However I still got addicted in the end to a somehow typical love story that depicts a hidden fairy tale with a happy ending. The lines written for this drama is pretty sweet. WARNING : Lots of promises were made. I have to admit I was very much enticed by the very sweet yet manly voice of the male lead, Ming Dao.

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    _ Vic Zhou & Barbie Xu Xi Di - MARS OST - Rang Wo Ai Ni

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    Took a slight turn to likings for Punk Rock. Heard this song on Perfect 10 one nite during the late nite revision in campus with Cyn, Lydz & Sherli.
    This song is re-released in an album call "A Hangover That You Don't Deserve" by a Rock band called Bowling For Soup.

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    This song is indeed very nice. I recommend all of u to listen to it.
    It has a pretty meaningful meaning to it. It omoz speaks of the feeling I'm undergoing rit now. Pretty sad isn't it? Lolx

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    Friday, November 19, 2004
    19 Nov 2004 - My Fairytale

    19 November 2004


    12.57pm

    果然我還是得離開。

    記得佩議常常說我﹕ "你不說﹐我這麼會懂啊﹖"
    我總是告訴她﹐即使告訴了你﹐你也幫不了我﹐事情還是無法得以解決。
    那麼我還是寧願不說的好了。。。

    昨晚看完向 Cheryl 借給我的 vcd 後﹐都已經凌晨兩點鐘了。
    我躺在床上反反復復的﹐就是睡不著。
    就在那時﹐我突然想起了一個故事。

    在很久很久以前﹐有一個小女孩。她長得好可愛﹐圓圓滾滾的像個小蘋果。所以大家都叫她小蘋果。小蘋果和爸爸、媽媽一起住在一個村落的小房子裡﹐過著幸福的生活。

    但有一天﹐爸爸不知從哪兒帶了一個女人回家。這個女人就此成為了她的後母。可是這個後母並非她在童話故事裡所說的一樣奸酸刻薄。後母對媽媽和小蘋果都很好。她還教小蘋果讀書識字和做人的道理。

    不知不覺的﹐小蘋果已經到了一個無所不問的年齡。每天都追著後母問東問西的。於是後母就告訴小蘋果。

    "小蘋果啊﹐小蘋果。。。這個世界是非常的大噢﹗外面世界的天空和你現在看到的是不一樣的噢。。。外面的天空很大、很漂亮噢﹗"

    於是小蘋果決定到外面的世界走一走。她告別了家人﹐背上小背包﹐穿上最愛的鞋﹐就這樣出去找尋她那片天空。

    走啊走的﹐她來到了一個分叉路的路口。小蘋果停了下來﹐因為她不知道如何選擇是好。擺在眼前的是兩條路。一條是又窄又髒的泥巴路﹐另一條則是又闊有美麗的'鑽石之路'。小蘋果真的不知如何選擇是好。正當她踏出腳步往泥巴路走去時﹐突然間﹐一個老婆婆不知從哪兒冒出來﹐拉注小蘋果說﹕"小女孩﹐你要去哪兒呀﹖別走那條又窄又髒的路了。'鑽石之路'不好走嗎﹖來﹐婆婆﹐帶你走好路。"

    就這樣﹐好心的婆婆拉了小蘋果一把。在這時﹐忽然來了一個很帥的男生。他牽者一匹白馬。婆婆便上前要求男生說服我走'鑽石之路'。那個男孩長得好帥好帥。

    "小妹妹﹐你怎麼不走這條路呢﹖它又大又好走。而且它可是我叫父皇將一顆一顆的鑽石鑲上去的噢﹗不僅如此﹐路的盡頭是很美的。那裡有很多金銀財寶噢﹗你要什麼就有什麼噢﹗"

    啊﹗原來他是小王子。就這樣﹐小王子拉著小蘋果一起上路了。
    路雖然又大有漂亮﹐但它沒有想象中那麼好走。因為大大小小的鑽石使到路面不平。可是因為有王子的陪伴﹐小蘋果覺得自己很幸福。一點也不覺得痛苦。

    走著走著﹐小王子停下了腳步。

    "小妹妹﹐哥哥得先走了。我得去接我的公主了。"
    話剛說完﹐便跳上馬﹐往沒有盡頭的 '鑽石之路' 奔馳去竻。
    留下傷心欲絕的小蘋果﹐不知如何是好。
    小蘋果回頭一看﹐已經看不到回頭路了。她無法想象一個人如何走完這條又長又艱苦的路﹐她絕望了。跪倒在路中央的她是多麼希望會有一輛馬車的出現﹐順路載她一程。

    在她感到非常絕望的時候﹐有一對很和藹的夫婦從附近的田園走了過來。老婆婆把小蘋果帶到路邊的大樹下乘涼、歇息。他們都很慈祥﹐給了小蘋果好多好多的鼓勵與支持﹐令小蘋果覺得這個世界還是很美麗。她並不是孤單一人的。

    在小蘋果上路之前﹐好心婆婆還幫小蘋果準備好糧食﹐好讓她在干路的當兒不會挨餓。

    雖然婆婆好意希望小蘋果不要挨餓﹐但也給小蘋果帶來加重的'負擔'。小蘋果在不知不覺中﹐把腳步給放慢了。所以進展並不理想。

    就這樣﹐小蘋果反反復復的走走停停了好幾次。在路途中﹐她可是見到了不少。她也遇上了一些身體有殘缺的小孩。他們雖然不能像小蘋果如此自由般的行走﹐但他們並沒有放棄自己或自暴自棄。原來人間是充滿愛的地方。她感受到了人世間的溫暖。小蘋果下定決心要為那些因病疾纏身的小孩做一點事。她要到他們所不能到的地方去﹐幫他們看那裡的世界。

    直到有一天﹐小蘋果再也走不下去了。。。
    她的鞋子已經破到不成型了。
    小蘋果看著自己毀不成型的鞋子。滿腳是傷的她逼于無奈只好放棄。
    但放棄了﹐她要如何是好﹖前無盡頭、後無去路。
    小蘋果灰心透了。於是她做出了一個決定。她要放棄繼續走完這坎坷的路。
    她要用自己的一雙手、一雙腳走出屬于自己的一條路來。可是要這樣做是要付出很大的代價的。因為這條路是自己開創的。它是獨一無二的。所以會比較艱難。可是小蘋果已經決定了。因為繼續走'鑽石之路' 根本不是她想要的﹐她只好忍著痛﹐咬緊牙根走出去。

    就這樣﹐小蘋果脫掉了鞋子﹐踏出了第一步﹐往路邊的草叢邁進。
    日復一日、年復一年。樹林好像是無止境似的﹐永遠都看不見明天的太陽。

    好不容易的﹐小蘋果終于看到了曙光。她真的靠著自己一雙片體淋傷的小腳走出了艱熬。可是晴天霹靂的﹐怎麼這條路看起來那麼的眼熟﹖難不成這就是當初所選擇卻又沒踏上的泥巴路﹖

    疲憊不堪的小蘋果已經耗盡了所有的精力了。她昏昏沉沉地倒睡在路邊。
    她想起媽媽說的'外面的天空' 。她望了望天空﹐和家後院的沒什麼兩樣。
    她很傷心﹐傷心的一直哭一直哭。。。哭著哭著﹐她便昏睡過去了。

    這條不起眼的泥巴路平時就很少過路客。就這樣﹐秋天過了﹐冬天也來竻。沒人知道小蘋果躺睡在那兒。可憐的小蘋果就這樣的離開了這殘忍的世界。

    有一天﹐剛登上皇位的王子和他的皇后出巡﹐看見熟悉的小蘋果躺在小路邊一動也不動﹐沒了生氣。最為安慰的是他認得小蘋果﹐還為她立了一個非常漂亮的墓碑。不僅如此﹐他還下領那條泥巴路被重新修建﹐以便後人。

    王子和公主從此過著幸福快樂的生活。
    童話故事是美好的。
    現實生活是殘酷、冷卻的。
    所以外表還是非常重要的。     :o(

    Posted at 11/19/2004 12:57:34 pm by Xiao_TiAnTiAn

     

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