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  • Name :
    KAITLYN
    K is for Keen
    A is for Adventurous
    I is for Irresistible
    T is for Tender
    L is for Loving
    Y is for Young
    N is for Nutty

  • Screen name : _TiAnTiAn_
  • Sex : Female
  • Nationality : Singaporean
  • Race : Chinese
  • Birthday : 10th March 1983

    A few more days before I get to celebrate it yet again.
    So where is my present???

  • Horoscope : Pisces
         

  • Fave Idol :
        5566 || Takeshi Kaneshiro || Daniel Wu

              
  • Interest :
    Slacking @ Home || Hanging out @ Cafe / Lounge || Watching movie @ Old Cathay || Listening to music @ YES 93.3 / Class 95 || Spotting the latest entertainment gossips @ TV || Reading novels & fictional books @ Library || Cycling @ ECP || Sunbathing @ Tanjong Beach || Watching fireworks @ Esplanade || Close-up Photography

    Fave


  • Colour : No preference but I love PINK.
  • Drink : Coke || Iced Lemon Tea || Teh-O Beng
  • Animal : Cats || Dogs || Wabbits || Hammies
  • Animation : Cardcaptor Sakura || Kenshin || SlamDunk || Hikaru No Go || Love Hina

  • Songs : All the songs in my 10Gb of MP3 in my winamp right now.
    *A~~Mei : Ji De || Zhen Shi || Wo Ke Yi Bao Ni Ma || Lan Tian || Ni Shi Ai Wo De || Yi Yan Shun Jian

    *5566 : Wo Nan Guo || Without Your Love || Chun Zai || BoyFriend || One More Try || Yuan Dian

    *Jay Zhou : An Jing || Qing Tian || Dong Feng Po || Duan Le De Xuan|| Gui Ji || Duan Dai || Qing Hua Ci || Lan Ting Xu || Liu Lang Shi Ren || Tong Nian De Shi Guang Ji || Dao Xiang || Shuo Hao De Xing Fu Ne
  • Movie : Love Me If You Dare || Meet Joe Black || Pay It Forward || Ocean's Eleven || Ocean's Twelve || X-Men || Infernal Affairs 1-3 || Mission Impossible || Matrix || Catch Me If you Can || Disturbing Behaviour || Eternal Sunshine on the Spotless Mind || Love Me if You Dare || Disturbing Behaviour || My Sassy Girl || My Boyfriend is Type B || P.S I Love You || Brides War || He's Just Not That Into You || Red Cliff 1 & 2 || Bedtime Stories || Don't Mess with the Zohan || All of Miriam Yeung's & Daniel Wu's movies

  • Book : "Just Friends" by Robyn Sisman || "The Between Boyfriend Book" || "P.S. I Love You" || Roswell novel & Taiwan/Korean/Japanese drama series novel

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    |                 My WishList                 |
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    1. External Hard Drive for my Laptop
         finally got mine at the IT fair in March - 250GB
    2. Digicam or SLR
         gotten my 10MP Ricoh Caplio with 7x Optical Zoom from Singpost
    3. Self-configure Desktop
         erm... this's optional lah... :)
    4. My very own pair of Blades
         decided to take up yoga to help stay fit instead :)
    5. Bike so I can go nite-cycling with
         it will be pinned onto my wall, & that will be so cool!
    6. Laptop Cooler
         I very dote on my lappy one... Heez...
    7. Mini keyboard / Num pad
         more for convenience purpose lah...
    8. Job that I like
         am quite satisfied with status quo rit here rit now...
    9. Boyfriend?? Hahaha...


    What kind of girl are you? (with pix!)

    You're the high fashion trendsetter. You're confident, independent, outgoing, and love attention. You might become a star one day. All the girls like to follow in your foot steps because you're so cool, fashionable, and don't care about anything. You make the rules, never follow. But please be sure not to act bitchy. That could be bad. But keep the attitude. That's what makes you, you.
    Take this quiz!

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    Your Ultimate Purity Score Is...
    CategoryYour Score Average
    Self-Lovin'78.3%
    Never taken out of the packaging
    65.1%
    Shamelessness97.6%
    Has yet to see self in mirror
    79.4%
    Sex Drive 92.1%
    The Pope is envious
    77.8%
    Straightness94.6%
    Just go fuck something, okay?
    45%
    Gayness 100%
    83.6%
    Fucking Sick99.1%
    Refreshingly normal
    90%
    You are 91.82% pure
    Average Score: 72.7%

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    Now playing : Judy Zhou Ding Wei - Dong Feng Po

    Judy is one of the contestants of a singing competition in Taiwan (Xing Guang Da Dao). He came in second in the competition that ended in July 07, losing only to Yoga Lin You Jia.

    Shockingly both guys have rather feminine names, which I believe is the direct translation from the Chinese pronounciation of their names. [Judy = Zhou Ding ; Yoga - You Jia]

    Judy is also known as the Taiwan version of Rain as he is the only one who can handle fast songs singing and dancing in the competition. He's got good rhythm and dance moves. Not only that, he also looks up to Rain and hope to be as good as him. Which is also why they nicknamed him Zhou Ding Rain.

    (Updated on 9th September 2007, 5.36pm)

    The song may take quite some time to load as the file size is pretty big. I apologise for the inconvenience. Pls be patient. There is also a play button for u to manipulate around as well at the top of the page for convenience sake. :o)

    Songs played on this website in the past:

    _ Jolin Tsai - Ting Shuo Ai Qing Hui Lai Guo

    The original singer for this song is Sandy Lam. Jolin's rendition of this 90's hit gives it a pretty modern feel with its new song arrangement. I love both Jolin and Sandy version. The lyrics is beautiful.

    _ Yong Er - Gan Ying
       (Cantonese Version of Lin Fan's Wo Yi Ge Ren Sheng Huo)

    Yong Er is one of the contestants in Superstars. She is also a VJCian. Born a Singaporean, became a singer in Hong Kong.

    _ He Yi Qi - Bie Teng Wo

    I don''t really know the nationality of this singer. I just find her song very pleasing to the ears on a taiwan website. Most probably she is a taiwanese ba...

    _ 7 Flowers - Wo Zhi Xiang Yao (I Only Want To Be With You)

    This very nice song is taken from the soundtrack of the taiwan idol drama, 'The Prince who turns into a Frog' (Wang Zi Bian Qing Wa). It is sung by 7 Flowers (Qi Duo Hua) who are artistes under the Jurgiery Stars Co. I was initially entralled by the magical encounters that happens between the male & female leads in the show. However I still got addicted in the end to a somehow typical love story that depicts a hidden fairy tale with a happy ending. The lines written for this drama is pretty sweet. WARNING : Lots of promises were made. I have to admit I was very much enticed by the very sweet yet manly voice of the male lead, Ming Dao.

    _ Michael Guang Liang - Tong Hua

    _ Vic Zhou & Barbie Xu Xi Di - MARS OST - Rang Wo Ai Ni

    Borrowed 'MARS' from Amanda. Got addicted to the LOVE between Chen Ling & Han Qi Luo. A beautiful tragedy with a happy ending. Sub-theme for this idol drama - Let me Love you

    _ Utada Hikaru - First Love

    _ Ah Sang - The Rose (Track 4 of the 'The Rose' OST)

    Watched idol drama 'The Rose' during my vacation. Got hooked on that show. Now I shall recommend u to listen to one of the songs in the soundtrack. It will bring across my feelings if u have actually watched the show. Thanks to Cheryl who lend me the VCD. Muy Grasias cuz I have been trying all means to borrow from another fren but to no avail.

    _ Bowling for Soup - 1985

    Took a slight turn to likings for Punk Rock. Heard this song on Perfect 10 one nite during the late nite revision in campus with Cyn, Lydz & Sherli.
    This song is re-released in an album call "A Hangover That You Don't Deserve" by a Rock band called Bowling For Soup.

    _ Sheena Easton - Almost Over You

    This song is indeed very nice. I recommend all of u to listen to it.
    It has a pretty meaningful meaning to it. It omoz speaks of the feeling I'm undergoing rit now. Pretty sad isn't it? Lolx

    _ JJ Lin Jun Jie - Hui You Na Me Yi Tian

    _ Vaness Wu - Wu Ye Chang De Dian Ying

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    Wednesday, January 19, 2005
    18 Jan 2005 - My Prayers Repost [read below]

    18 January 2005


    11.52pm

    Fuck it lah...
    My TV & home theatre set are still not here yet.
    My order slip says to be collected w.e.f today.
    I went down. They say the stock is still not available yet.
    So pissed. I think the promoter knows we buay song.
    Cuz I asked my uncle to help me drive home mah...
    Cant poss ask him to come another trip lo...
    Lucky one of them is kind enuff to help me deliver on Thurs F.O.C.
    They better I tellya! Hahaha...

    Today, I went to visit my Ah Ma...
    On my way there, I visted Kwan Im Thong Hood Cho Temple to pray.
    I went there to pray for my future - career, lovelife & health.
    I wanna know what will happen in the year 2005. Will all be smooth for me?
    I oso pray that Guan Yin can bless my parents as well. Let them be safe & healthy.
    Then I rem Senior telling me how bad luck he got into last year, so I pray he will be blessed too lo... Then I oso went ahead to help him divine a lot as well lo....
    His lot reads :

    第二十八簽 ﹕ 中

    詩曰
    東邊月兔正嬋娟
    項刻雲遮亦暗存
    或有圓時還有缺
    更言非者亦閑言

    解曰
    浮雲遮月   不須疑惑
    等待雲開   便見收穫

    古人 ﹕ 李後尋包公

    午宮 ﹕
    此卦月被雲遮之象
    凡事昏迷未定也

    Lot No. 28 : Average

    "The moon rises in the east, so full of grace and beauty; Concealed from sight, but still in place. Sometimes rising, sometimes full, it runs its course. Gossips are still gossips not a word of truth they say."

    Explanation of the lot :

    Once the cloud disperse, all things will be clear & forward move. The moon is overshadowed by clouds, so all things seem unsecure, sim & unsettled. The cloud that covers the moon is only fleeting; so don't worry or draw back. It will soon pass.

    Cause & Action :
    • Worry reigns at home but you can pray for your personal safety.
    • Business transaction looks promising, but obstacles are on the way.
    • Marriage arrangements cannot succeed.
    • Pregnancy will incur risk.
    • A bad year for farming & silk industry.
    • Travellers will meet with hardship.
    • The missing will not be found.
    • Lost things can be found in the West.
    • Lawsuits are unfavourable. Migration or moving is not advised.
    • The sick cannot recover.
    • Rearrange the ancestral graves for safety's sake.
    Mine reads :
    第十八簽 ﹕ 上上簽

    詩曰
    金鳥西墜兔東升
    日夜循環至古今
    僧道得知無不利
    士農工商各從心

    解曰
    心中用事   所作有功
    如弓上箭   一發當空

    古人 ﹕ 曹國舅為仙

    卯宮 ﹕
    此卦陰陽消長之象
    凡事遂意之兆也

    Lot No. 18 : Good

    "Far in the horizon, the Crow falls, the Rabbit rises; Day & Night succeed each other since the world began. Believe in Buddha & the Tao, all is wisdom. Be you scholar or peasant, worker or merchant.''

    Explanation of the lot :

    Remain calm in heart, all you look for can be achieved. An arrow once shot from its bow can pierce asunder all the way through. Rising & setting of the sun & the moon symbolize the ups & downs of human life. Harmony between sun & moon is a sign of prosperity.

    Cause & Action :
    • You & your family will be safe & secure.
    • Business will go on smoothly bringing profits to you.
    • Marriage plans require negotiation.
    • A son will be born.
    • Start farming & rearing silkworm early for better profits.
    • Cattle raising is not favourable.
    • The traveller will arrive safely.
    • The missing person will soon be found.
    • Things lost will be found late in the year.
    • Lawsuits will be favourable.
    • Migration or house moving is recommended.
    • Set up an altar to pray & get rid of the evil spirits for the sick.
    • Ancestral graves will be blessed.
    After going to the temple, I feel so much at ease.
    For the past 3 weeks, I have been pretty troubled by my decision to drop out.
    I like the peace & serenity that Buddhism gives out.
    Maybe saying my prayers does help.

    I hope Senior found his inner peace too... & put all the unhappy things behind him.
    Let him have a smooth-sailing year ahead. God bless.

    Yah... I haven start work. Pretty scare lah...
    Mom keeps reminding me what to look out for.
    She says muz find out the dress code, the OT pay rate & the salary increment.
    I keep thinking that I wun stay too long on this job.

    Haiz... That's me lah... Always thinking on the negative aspect of life.
    But then again, can oso say that I am juz a person who think of the worst case lo... So I can be mentally prepared for it mah...

    Way before I entered NTU, I oreadi mentally prepare myself for this day where I drop out lah... Hahaha... Old habits die hard lah... Kekeke...

    K... Lets drop this dull topic.
    By the way, I have written quite a lot today lah...
    Shud go zZz le... Cuz I am waiting for Ivy's call tml. I am expecting her call in the morning lah... So muz zZz early to wake up early tml lo...
    Nitez!



    By the way, juz wanna add.
    Why am I blogging until so many lately?
    Like almost 3 posts per day... Hahaha...

    Cuz I scare once I start work, cant blog much le...
    Oso thru this, u all can get updates of what I am doing these few days before I start work.
    I wasn't slacking ok? :(

    Xianz... Once start work, gotta go back to my good sleeping habits liaoz...
    Work till 6pm, come home either is I have no more energy to go online or I rather spend my time on my new TV + set.
    Relaxation, yes, but not in the form of blogging.

    U know how much time & jing shen blogging can take up? (Yes, I can blog till Zou Huo Ru Mo one...)

    Juz plainly the content itself will take up omoz 3 hrs if it's a long post.
    (U can tell by spotting my start time with I usually type at the beginning of a post, then check the time again when I post at the end near the comments link.) *Last min added in*

    Cuz blogging is an activity done while your tots are been generated. Not as if u have a script nicely written out.
    (I have tot of writting it out like a journel before transferring it onto my blog before. But it will be much more work than this, I calculated. So I turn to jotting down main points while I was on the MRT or whenever I am free. Still I have to rephrase it before it is presented to u guys out there.)

    U type wat comes to ur mind. So if u happen to rem something u left out, u gotta insert it before u con't the typing again.

    Following that, u still have to check the spelling & grammer.
    Cuz I wan my readers to understand the content I wanna bring across & I dun wish to have any misunderstanding. Eg, if I plagerize, I will credit it back to the author.
    Oso sometimes, some sentence I type doesnt sound rit - expression-wised & politically-correct-wised.
    So I will re-read & re-read that sentence (or sometimes a whole paragraph) to adjust it.

    After typing the content, I still make sure I 'beautify' it by formatting it. Eg, adding bullets, indentation, where to have <br>, etc...
    Sometimes after publishing, there will be some viewing problems.
    I always make sure my blog is in place before I hit the [X] on my browser. Eg, Chinese character cant be read.

    You can say I am very 'mao' (fussy) abt my work.
    Bear in mind this is the way I work.
    That is oso why I can score very well in projects.
    I have too much eyes for details. Someone used to tell me that.
    Oh! Is my Laselle teacher... Haha... *Suddenly rems, so insert*
    He complains I spent too much time on details when its impt not to neglect the details AND oso dun overlook the big picture.
    I can spot flaws like ants to an elephant ratio.

    So most of my procrastination time goes to this blog. It can be considered my heart & blood. I cant imagine what I do if this place crashes. Hahaha... Choy choy choy... *Touch wood*

    Shall stop now.
    Thou' I haven edit fin, my eyes are protesting liaoz...
    They are shutting down any moment now. Gtg...
    The time now is 3.00am sharp.
    Last word of today - 18 Jan 2005 is on this post, not abv. Abv is what I typed juz now. Yah... I jump here jump there edit one. I see which post needs refine, I will edit lo, u see...
    Really gtg liaoz... Nitez!
    Will check back this post tml to see if I flaw in any way.

    P/S : A reminder > Transfer hp fotos to laptop.

    Posted at 1/19/2005 1:18:19 am by Xiao_TiAnTiAn

     

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