The love you can't have is always the love that lasts the longest, feels the strongest, and at the same time hurts the deepest.
也許有一天 我會愛上你 也許有一天 我們在一起 也許有一天 等一個也許 也許有一天 我們都忘記




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  • Name :
    KAITLYN
    K is for Keen
    A is for Adventurous
    I is for Irresistible
    T is for Tender
    L is for Loving
    Y is for Young
    N is for Nutty

  • Screen name : _TiAnTiAn_
  • Sex : Female
  • Nationality : Singaporean
  • Race : Chinese
  • Birthday : 10th March 1983

    A few more days before I get to celebrate it yet again.
    So where is my present???

  • Horoscope : Pisces
         

  • Fave Idol :
        5566 || Takeshi Kaneshiro || Daniel Wu

              
  • Interest :
    Slacking @ Home || Hanging out @ Cafe / Lounge || Watching movie @ Old Cathay || Listening to music @ YES 93.3 / Class 95 || Spotting the latest entertainment gossips @ TV || Reading novels & fictional books @ Library || Cycling @ ECP || Sunbathing @ Tanjong Beach || Watching fireworks @ Esplanade || Close-up Photography

    Fave


  • Colour : No preference but I love PINK.
  • Drink : Coke || Iced Lemon Tea || Teh-O Beng
  • Animal : Cats || Dogs || Wabbits || Hammies
  • Animation : Cardcaptor Sakura || Kenshin || SlamDunk || Hikaru No Go || Love Hina

  • Songs : All the songs in my 10Gb of MP3 in my winamp right now.
    *A~~Mei : Ji De || Zhen Shi || Wo Ke Yi Bao Ni Ma || Lan Tian || Ni Shi Ai Wo De || Yi Yan Shun Jian

    *5566 : Wo Nan Guo || Without Your Love || Chun Zai || BoyFriend || One More Try || Yuan Dian

    *Jay Zhou : An Jing || Qing Tian || Dong Feng Po || Duan Le De Xuan|| Gui Ji || Duan Dai || Qing Hua Ci || Lan Ting Xu || Liu Lang Shi Ren || Tong Nian De Shi Guang Ji || Dao Xiang || Shuo Hao De Xing Fu Ne
  • Movie : Love Me If You Dare || Meet Joe Black || Pay It Forward || Ocean's Eleven || Ocean's Twelve || X-Men || Infernal Affairs 1-3 || Mission Impossible || Matrix || Catch Me If you Can || Disturbing Behaviour || Eternal Sunshine on the Spotless Mind || Love Me if You Dare || Disturbing Behaviour || My Sassy Girl || My Boyfriend is Type B || P.S I Love You || Brides War || He's Just Not That Into You || Red Cliff 1 & 2 || Bedtime Stories || Don't Mess with the Zohan || All of Miriam Yeung's & Daniel Wu's movies

  • Book : "Just Friends" by Robyn Sisman || "The Between Boyfriend Book" || "P.S. I Love You" || Roswell novel & Taiwan/Korean/Japanese drama series novel

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    |                 My WishList                 |
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    1. External Hard Drive for my Laptop
         finally got mine at the IT fair in March - 250GB
    2. Digicam or SLR
         gotten my 10MP Ricoh Caplio with 7x Optical Zoom from Singpost
    3. Self-configure Desktop
         erm... this's optional lah... :)
    4. My very own pair of Blades
         decided to take up yoga to help stay fit instead :)
    5. Bike so I can go nite-cycling with
         it will be pinned onto my wall, & that will be so cool!
    6. Laptop Cooler
         I very dote on my lappy one... Heez...
    7. Mini keyboard / Num pad
         more for convenience purpose lah...
    8. Job that I like
         am quite satisfied with status quo rit here rit now...
    9. Boyfriend?? Hahaha...


    What kind of girl are you? (with pix!)

    You're the high fashion trendsetter. You're confident, independent, outgoing, and love attention. You might become a star one day. All the girls like to follow in your foot steps because you're so cool, fashionable, and don't care about anything. You make the rules, never follow. But please be sure not to act bitchy. That could be bad. But keep the attitude. That's what makes you, you.
    Take this quiz!

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    This quiz below is quite an interesting test. You guys can go & check it out!
    Your Ultimate Purity Score Is...
    CategoryYour Score Average
    Self-Lovin'78.3%
    Never taken out of the packaging
    65.1%
    Shamelessness97.6%
    Has yet to see self in mirror
    79.4%
    Sex Drive 92.1%
    The Pope is envious
    77.8%
    Straightness94.6%
    Just go fuck something, okay?
    45%
    Gayness 100%
    83.6%
    Fucking Sick99.1%
    Refreshingly normal
    90%
    You are 91.82% pure
    Average Score: 72.7%

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    Now playing : Judy Zhou Ding Wei - Dong Feng Po

    Judy is one of the contestants of a singing competition in Taiwan (Xing Guang Da Dao). He came in second in the competition that ended in July 07, losing only to Yoga Lin You Jia.

    Shockingly both guys have rather feminine names, which I believe is the direct translation from the Chinese pronounciation of their names. [Judy = Zhou Ding ; Yoga - You Jia]

    Judy is also known as the Taiwan version of Rain as he is the only one who can handle fast songs singing and dancing in the competition. He's got good rhythm and dance moves. Not only that, he also looks up to Rain and hope to be as good as him. Which is also why they nicknamed him Zhou Ding Rain.

    (Updated on 9th September 2007, 5.36pm)

    The song may take quite some time to load as the file size is pretty big. I apologise for the inconvenience. Pls be patient. There is also a play button for u to manipulate around as well at the top of the page for convenience sake. :o)

    Songs played on this website in the past:

    _ Jolin Tsai - Ting Shuo Ai Qing Hui Lai Guo

    The original singer for this song is Sandy Lam. Jolin's rendition of this 90's hit gives it a pretty modern feel with its new song arrangement. I love both Jolin and Sandy version. The lyrics is beautiful.

    _ Yong Er - Gan Ying
       (Cantonese Version of Lin Fan's Wo Yi Ge Ren Sheng Huo)

    Yong Er is one of the contestants in Superstars. She is also a VJCian. Born a Singaporean, became a singer in Hong Kong.

    _ He Yi Qi - Bie Teng Wo

    I don''t really know the nationality of this singer. I just find her song very pleasing to the ears on a taiwan website. Most probably she is a taiwanese ba...

    _ 7 Flowers - Wo Zhi Xiang Yao (I Only Want To Be With You)

    This very nice song is taken from the soundtrack of the taiwan idol drama, 'The Prince who turns into a Frog' (Wang Zi Bian Qing Wa). It is sung by 7 Flowers (Qi Duo Hua) who are artistes under the Jurgiery Stars Co. I was initially entralled by the magical encounters that happens between the male & female leads in the show. However I still got addicted in the end to a somehow typical love story that depicts a hidden fairy tale with a happy ending. The lines written for this drama is pretty sweet. WARNING : Lots of promises were made. I have to admit I was very much enticed by the very sweet yet manly voice of the male lead, Ming Dao.

    _ Michael Guang Liang - Tong Hua

    _ Vic Zhou & Barbie Xu Xi Di - MARS OST - Rang Wo Ai Ni

    Borrowed 'MARS' from Amanda. Got addicted to the LOVE between Chen Ling & Han Qi Luo. A beautiful tragedy with a happy ending. Sub-theme for this idol drama - Let me Love you

    _ Utada Hikaru - First Love

    _ Ah Sang - The Rose (Track 4 of the 'The Rose' OST)

    Watched idol drama 'The Rose' during my vacation. Got hooked on that show. Now I shall recommend u to listen to one of the songs in the soundtrack. It will bring across my feelings if u have actually watched the show. Thanks to Cheryl who lend me the VCD. Muy Grasias cuz I have been trying all means to borrow from another fren but to no avail.

    _ Bowling for Soup - 1985

    Took a slight turn to likings for Punk Rock. Heard this song on Perfect 10 one nite during the late nite revision in campus with Cyn, Lydz & Sherli.
    This song is re-released in an album call "A Hangover That You Don't Deserve" by a Rock band called Bowling For Soup.

    _ Sheena Easton - Almost Over You

    This song is indeed very nice. I recommend all of u to listen to it.
    It has a pretty meaningful meaning to it. It omoz speaks of the feeling I'm undergoing rit now. Pretty sad isn't it? Lolx

    _ JJ Lin Jun Jie - Hui You Na Me Yi Tian

    _ Vaness Wu - Wu Ye Chang De Dian Ying

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    Saturday, November 13, 2004
    13 Nov 2004 - A meaningful piece from SillyDumb

    13 November 2004


    4.47pm

    What a day I have today.

    Zzz till 12+...
    Watched Qiang Wei Zhi Lian borrowed from Cheryl.
    Logged on now to check my cpf stuff.
    Damn! becuz of cookies problem, they now block my access.
    I shud have know beta tt I shudnt have trusted that stewpig online service.
    I shall go down on my own to check in person one day.
    Then go onto friendster.
    Saw Kailun's bulletin post.
    Pretty fits the situation I am facing right NOW...
    Uncertain

    Is this the way that I'm moving, so slow that I can't catch up?
    I take the longest path to run, round and round the same oldcircle.
    I meet weird people all along, they seem to care for me but sometimes they ignore.

    I seem to forget my destination and I wonder have the falling offs damaged my vessels.
    I can't think, I can't judge, I just can't.

    I take a little rest down the deserted street.
    Then I start to recite, the chants of prayers I give to the passers-by, for would they hear me?

    I recall some helping hands approaching me which I fail to grab;
    hypocritical floods my mind.
    I'm too dreadful of anything, everything.

    I don't know how much more I can step on but things don't seem to look good.
    I'm losing my sight, staring at the thwarted front.

    Posted at 11/13/2004 3:52:12 pm by Xiao_TiAnTiAn
    Hmmm... What's your say?  

    Friday, November 12, 2004
    12 Nov 2004 - Amazing!!!

    12 November 2004


    4.57pm

    I totally cannot imagine that I didn't zZz a wink since yesday... I was online for more than 24 hrs. I am even amazed by myself. So dun be shock! Haha...

    I guess I really need to rest le...
    After fin typing this I will offline officially.

    Today, I didn't went out. I was home all day on the net.
    I was addicted onto this game called Team Up .
    It is a strategically addictive game. The graphics is cute, juz like GB.

    Then I was up whole day chatting on MSN.
    I chat with Daniel, Senior, Boss & Philip.
    I finally found out how Philip looks like when he added me on friendster today.
    He is so cute for his age. Man... I was jealous... He got a babyface...

    Last nite I was scared out of my wit by a visiting moth on my laptop.
    I was handicapped from my laptop for a few hrs, so I called up Peiyi to chat.
    Turns out they are meeting today for dinner.
    (Which reminds me... I haven seem to have any food the whole day now, the strange thing is I am not hungry... I oso realised juz now when I was apply eye drops for my tired eyes that my hse dun have stock of Maggie Mee liaoz... DIe... Later eat wat?)

    Yesday, Junlin oso called to ask me go watch movie with him...
    All at the same time, Ruyin sms me to ask me go KTV.
    I received 3 dates in a nite & guess wat?
    I turn them all down.
    Hahahaha...

    This fits smuggly into my theory of 'All things like to happen at the same time.'

    K... Enuff said... I had laid back alot of my plans to be online all these while...
    I guess my internet addiction is coming back... & I have a hunch it gonna be real nasty this time round. So if u see me alot of days no online, most probably I have tied myself to my bed with rags. (Not BSDM sia.. Dun tink sa la huh... ;p)

    Well, had a fun chat with Senior on MSN juz now... Then Boss came to me & say he is bored so I pass him all the games I played in my 'free time.'
    After that i came across a few webby that I find pretty interesting & that I wanna share with u.
    • Conan O'Brien's showcase - Indian Call Centre (Funny Variety)
    • Dragon Optical Illusion (Amazing Theory)
      • Download the Demo here
      • (I am truly amazed by this optical illusion. Can anyone explain to me? The video look so fake I omoz believe they did rotate the head for cameo effect. Tell me if I am wrong. Oh... By the way... If u wanna show me, can pls dun use dragon. Cuz I sort of have a phobia for it... Die... I might get a nitemare for it later... That green monstrous eyes look so convincing that I believe it is staring real hard at me!)
    • FedEX CF - Castaway (Creative |or not-so| Commercial)
      • Ppl who knows me well will know that I have a soft spot for funny & creative commercials. This CF of FedEx is ok nia... I have seen beta ones... Nvtheless, still a good piece to share ard... Enjoy! P/S: Lately I have come across this really hot ad for a sports brand. Due to legaI issue, I am not convenient to state the brand here. I will try to post it below. Be sure to check it out!
    • What Happens When the Puppet Takes Control? (Movie)
    • Marboxian (Movie)
    • Signmaker 2.3.1 (Interesting innovation from the Japanese |yet again!!!| )
    • Monkey Ball 2 (Online Flash-based Games)
    • 3 Wishes
    • Glad to be Asexual (Last but not least a long article to let u read if u are still bored.)

    Puma Ad 1

    Puma Ad 2

    Enjoy!

    P/S: By the way, I have set up a series of photo albums. Something I promise myself to do in a long time. I finally finish compiling it today.

    Currently Album 4 & 5 are empty, so what are u waiting for? I await you to help me fill up these albums with beautiful pages of sweet memories that we shared together. Pick up your fone & call me now lo... Kekekeke... I sound too much like a hot line now... K lah... Gotta go watch S'pore Idol liaoz... Cious!

    Posted at 11/12/2004 4:52:33 pm by Xiao_TiAnTiAn
    Hmmm... What's your say?  

    Thursday, November 11, 2004
    10 Nov 2004 - My thoughts

    10 November 2004


    11.53pm

    *Sigh*

    My last paper ended promptly at 1600hrs today.
    The Chem paper just sux!
    I only manage to do 40% of the paper w/o much confidence.

    1630hr
    Was with Cynthia & Alvin. They are revising for their Fri paper.
    But seems like both of them were simply drained after the CS paper in the morning.
    I did ok for my CS paper though I cudnt complete my memo report.
    Maybe becuz all 3 of us were so deprived of zZz, all of us were so damn shack.
    Cyn slept at 4am last nite while I concussed after chatting with Alvin at 3am.
    Alvin is the most powerful. He didn't zZz a wink & he went straight for his CS paper the next morning.
    heard from him that he din do quite well for his Computing paper. Feels quite sad for him...

    1900hr
    Left campus.
    On the MRT, Alvin went crazy.
    All his gibberish talk.
    I cannot imagine I jio him to go watch Sesame Streets. *It muz be the lack of zZz... It muz be the lack of zZz...*
    I parted ways with Alvin on the MRT & alighted at Novena cuz I went to visit Cheryl at her workplace & borrow her "Qiang Wei Zhi Lian" vcd from her.
    This gal is forever so sweet to me. I see her work till so busy at her workplace. It really breaks my heart.
    Hey gal... Have time come out I treat u ling teh!

    2200hr
    Home. In time to catch the last 3 min of 'The Champions' on Channel 8.
    That stewpig Yilin played dirty YET again!
    Did I tell u I have cried in front of the TV when this drama aired one day?
    I was so pissed with Yilin & her evilness that tears keeps flooding my vision.
    I dunno why I cried. I wasn't sad. I was pissed.
    Perhaps I cannot understand why a person can go to that extent & played such dirty trick just to get the things she wanted.
    But then again, who can say Yilin is wrong? Everybody have the rights to fight for their 'happiness'.
    However, I seriously think that does not make her or anybody else any much happier.

    2215hr
    Came online.
    Wanted to blog so much.
    Itz been a v long time since I last blog.
    Chat with Lydz & TingFeng.
    We both long time no play GB together so we agree to meet up to play tonite but I hope he dun play too long cuz he still have papers.
    I wanted to write abt a new resolution I draw up.
    Logged onto friendster.
    Hand itchy go click on HIM again.
    Check out his latest happenings.
    Was surprised. He changed.
    I no longer hate him.
    In fact I lost all my feelings for him.
    I love his old self.
    Not this new shell.
    Character got change anot? I dunno.
    Seems like he is doing fine in NTU.
    Hope he dun give up.
    I wish him all the best.
    Dun follow my footsteps.

    Posted at 11/11/2004 4:06:33 am by Xiao_TiAnTiAn
    Hmmm... What's your say?  

    Tuesday, November 02, 2004
    2 Nov 2004 - Something to add

    2 November 2004


    2.05am

    Saw something on Articwind's blog & it reminded me to voice out over here as well...

    Something that I wanna post long ago but keep forgetting :

    I see the counter going up but I dun see anyone. Wierd.

    Tag me if you're here. Even if I dunno who you are.

    We can start getting to know each other. Hahaha.

    Yah... That is what I wanna say.



    Exam tml & guess what I haven touch anything.

    I have decided.
    I have given up...
    All defeated, battered & torn...
    I threw in my white hankie...

    Till my next update, "rot" on...

    Posted at 11/2/2004 1:10:12 am by Xiao_TiAnTiAn
    (2) people have voiced out.  

    Sunday, October 24, 2004
    24 Oct 04 - Scary!!!

    24 October 2004


    12.40am


    What a scary experience!!

    I juz got back from Grace bday party at Aloha Loyang. There are alot of people there.

    Then Cyn, Lydz, Haiming & me went Lau Pa Sat to grab supper before we headed home.

    Cyn, Lydz & Haiming shared a cab back while I walk home as it is very near.
    On my way back... A guy pull over by the roadside to ask for the nearest POSB bank/atm.
    I told him it is juz straight ahead. He said he dunno & insisted I show him the way.
    He asked if I am going the same way. I said no when I mean yes.
    Then he asked if I am going to the nearest mrt, he offered to take me there. I said no.
    He wanted to give me a lift but I turned him down flatly...
    After about 5 mins of debating, he cudnt get me on his car, he drives off... Phew!

    Am I street-smart? Haha...
    This is 1st time I kena approached on that stretch of road home.
    I often walk home myself after supper if we go Lau Pa Sat & nothing has ever happened.
    If I had supper with Shijie, she is very nice to give me a lift back cuz it is on her way home too...
    The very 1st time I walked home from Lau Pa Sat that late at nite, I oreadi see this day coming liaoz...
    So I was rather mentally prepared.

    That driver was a Malay guy I tink...
    Sorry to say I cant tell the diff between a Malay & a tanned Chinese.
    Not handsome (juz average), got some age liaoz...
    The worst thing is that I was in a black spag batik dress with a low neckline tonite. The lucky thing is I have my pink cardigan on. Cuz Grace theme party is Pink.
    Haha... I feel sexy in that dress. I really do.
    Cuz that dress is very femine...
    I seldom wear such ladylike dress... Tonite is my 1st...
    & I seldom can fit into a dress... Hahaha...
    Perhaps this is the last time u see me wearing it.
    I guess the next time I am wearing it will be when I have a bf... I feel safer that way... Hahaha... (Juz ignore me on this part...)




    "Roses are red, Violets are blue...":
    "I'll tell you a secret - I'm crushing on you!"

    Posted at 10/24/2004 12:50:48 am by Xiao_TiAnTiAn
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