The love you can't have is always the love that lasts the longest, feels the strongest, and at the same time hurts the deepest.
也許有一天 我會愛上你 也許有一天 我們在一起 也許有一天 等一個也許 也許有一天 我們都忘記




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  • Name :
    KAITLYN
    K is for Keen
    A is for Adventurous
    I is for Irresistible
    T is for Tender
    L is for Loving
    Y is for Young
    N is for Nutty

  • Screen name : _TiAnTiAn_
  • Sex : Female
  • Nationality : Singaporean
  • Race : Chinese
  • Birthday : 10th March 1983

    A few more days before I get to celebrate it yet again.
    So where is my present???

  • Horoscope : Pisces
         

  • Fave Idol :
        5566 || Takeshi Kaneshiro || Daniel Wu

              
  • Interest :
    Slacking @ Home || Hanging out @ Cafe / Lounge || Watching movie @ Old Cathay || Listening to music @ YES 93.3 / Class 95 || Spotting the latest entertainment gossips @ TV || Reading novels & fictional books @ Library || Cycling @ ECP || Sunbathing @ Tanjong Beach || Watching fireworks @ Esplanade || Close-up Photography

    Fave


  • Colour : No preference but I love PINK.
  • Drink : Coke || Iced Lemon Tea || Teh-O Beng
  • Animal : Cats || Dogs || Wabbits || Hammies
  • Animation : Cardcaptor Sakura || Kenshin || SlamDunk || Hikaru No Go || Love Hina

  • Songs : All the songs in my 10Gb of MP3 in my winamp right now.
    *A~~Mei : Ji De || Zhen Shi || Wo Ke Yi Bao Ni Ma || Lan Tian || Ni Shi Ai Wo De || Yi Yan Shun Jian

    *5566 : Wo Nan Guo || Without Your Love || Chun Zai || BoyFriend || One More Try || Yuan Dian

    *Jay Zhou : An Jing || Qing Tian || Dong Feng Po || Duan Le De Xuan|| Gui Ji || Duan Dai || Qing Hua Ci || Lan Ting Xu || Liu Lang Shi Ren || Tong Nian De Shi Guang Ji || Dao Xiang || Shuo Hao De Xing Fu Ne
  • Movie : Love Me If You Dare || Meet Joe Black || Pay It Forward || Ocean's Eleven || Ocean's Twelve || X-Men || Infernal Affairs 1-3 || Mission Impossible || Matrix || Catch Me If you Can || Disturbing Behaviour || Eternal Sunshine on the Spotless Mind || Love Me if You Dare || Disturbing Behaviour || My Sassy Girl || My Boyfriend is Type B || P.S I Love You || Brides War || He's Just Not That Into You || Red Cliff 1 & 2 || Bedtime Stories || Don't Mess with the Zohan || All of Miriam Yeung's & Daniel Wu's movies

  • Book : "Just Friends" by Robyn Sisman || "The Between Boyfriend Book" || "P.S. I Love You" || Roswell novel & Taiwan/Korean/Japanese drama series novel

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    |                 My WishList                 |
    --------------------------------------
    1. External Hard Drive for my Laptop
         finally got mine at the IT fair in March - 250GB
    2. Digicam or SLR
         gotten my 10MP Ricoh Caplio with 7x Optical Zoom from Singpost
    3. Self-configure Desktop
         erm... this's optional lah... :)
    4. My very own pair of Blades
         decided to take up yoga to help stay fit instead :)
    5. Bike so I can go nite-cycling with
         it will be pinned onto my wall, & that will be so cool!
    6. Laptop Cooler
         I very dote on my lappy one... Heez...
    7. Mini keyboard / Num pad
         more for convenience purpose lah...
    8. Job that I like
         am quite satisfied with status quo rit here rit now...
    9. Boyfriend?? Hahaha...


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    Take this quiz!

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    Your Ultimate Purity Score Is...
    CategoryYour Score Average
    Self-Lovin'78.3%
    Never taken out of the packaging
    65.1%
    Shamelessness97.6%
    Has yet to see self in mirror
    79.4%
    Sex Drive 92.1%
    The Pope is envious
    77.8%
    Straightness94.6%
    Just go fuck something, okay?
    45%
    Gayness 100%
    83.6%
    Fucking Sick99.1%
    Refreshingly normal
    90%
    You are 91.82% pure
    Average Score: 72.7%

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    Now playing : Judy Zhou Ding Wei - Dong Feng Po

    Judy is one of the contestants of a singing competition in Taiwan (Xing Guang Da Dao). He came in second in the competition that ended in July 07, losing only to Yoga Lin You Jia.

    Shockingly both guys have rather feminine names, which I believe is the direct translation from the Chinese pronounciation of their names. [Judy = Zhou Ding ; Yoga - You Jia]

    Judy is also known as the Taiwan version of Rain as he is the only one who can handle fast songs singing and dancing in the competition. He's got good rhythm and dance moves. Not only that, he also looks up to Rain and hope to be as good as him. Which is also why they nicknamed him Zhou Ding Rain.

    (Updated on 9th September 2007, 5.36pm)

    The song may take quite some time to load as the file size is pretty big. I apologise for the inconvenience. Pls be patient. There is also a play button for u to manipulate around as well at the top of the page for convenience sake. :o)

    Songs played on this website in the past:

    _ Jolin Tsai - Ting Shuo Ai Qing Hui Lai Guo

    The original singer for this song is Sandy Lam. Jolin's rendition of this 90's hit gives it a pretty modern feel with its new song arrangement. I love both Jolin and Sandy version. The lyrics is beautiful.

    _ Yong Er - Gan Ying
       (Cantonese Version of Lin Fan's Wo Yi Ge Ren Sheng Huo)

    Yong Er is one of the contestants in Superstars. She is also a VJCian. Born a Singaporean, became a singer in Hong Kong.

    _ He Yi Qi - Bie Teng Wo

    I don''t really know the nationality of this singer. I just find her song very pleasing to the ears on a taiwan website. Most probably she is a taiwanese ba...

    _ 7 Flowers - Wo Zhi Xiang Yao (I Only Want To Be With You)

    This very nice song is taken from the soundtrack of the taiwan idol drama, 'The Prince who turns into a Frog' (Wang Zi Bian Qing Wa). It is sung by 7 Flowers (Qi Duo Hua) who are artistes under the Jurgiery Stars Co. I was initially entralled by the magical encounters that happens between the male & female leads in the show. However I still got addicted in the end to a somehow typical love story that depicts a hidden fairy tale with a happy ending. The lines written for this drama is pretty sweet. WARNING : Lots of promises were made. I have to admit I was very much enticed by the very sweet yet manly voice of the male lead, Ming Dao.

    _ Michael Guang Liang - Tong Hua

    _ Vic Zhou & Barbie Xu Xi Di - MARS OST - Rang Wo Ai Ni

    Borrowed 'MARS' from Amanda. Got addicted to the LOVE between Chen Ling & Han Qi Luo. A beautiful tragedy with a happy ending. Sub-theme for this idol drama - Let me Love you

    _ Utada Hikaru - First Love

    _ Ah Sang - The Rose (Track 4 of the 'The Rose' OST)

    Watched idol drama 'The Rose' during my vacation. Got hooked on that show. Now I shall recommend u to listen to one of the songs in the soundtrack. It will bring across my feelings if u have actually watched the show. Thanks to Cheryl who lend me the VCD. Muy Grasias cuz I have been trying all means to borrow from another fren but to no avail.

    _ Bowling for Soup - 1985

    Took a slight turn to likings for Punk Rock. Heard this song on Perfect 10 one nite during the late nite revision in campus with Cyn, Lydz & Sherli.
    This song is re-released in an album call "A Hangover That You Don't Deserve" by a Rock band called Bowling For Soup.

    _ Sheena Easton - Almost Over You

    This song is indeed very nice. I recommend all of u to listen to it.
    It has a pretty meaningful meaning to it. It omoz speaks of the feeling I'm undergoing rit now. Pretty sad isn't it? Lolx

    _ JJ Lin Jun Jie - Hui You Na Me Yi Tian

    _ Vaness Wu - Wu Ye Chang De Dian Ying

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    Monday, January 03, 2005
    3 Jan 2005 - Corrinne May's Music

    3 January 2004


    11.54pm

    Corrinne May's Newletter



    My Reply



    Its been a long time since I last updated.
    I have been sick ever since Xmas day.
    After camping @ ECP I came back with a nasty sore throat & cold.
    Then I caught a chill again when I go catch Corrinne May @ Esplanade that nite.
    It was drizzling on & off non-stop.
    Wat a nasty weather that follows the Tsunami thing.
    Haiz...
    Today I finally see some sunshine.
    I made my way to Tanjong Pagar's International Plaza to search for job agency.
    It was all smooth-sailing.
    I may be able to get the job that I crave for. Hahaha...
    In fact, any job that isn't 9-5 mundane office work is the ultimate job that I crave for.
    And that cud mean ANY job. Hahahaha...

    I am going to bed soon.
    The cough syrup is making me drowsy.
    Good nite, pals...
    Swt dreamz... zZz tite!

    Posted at 1/3/2005 11:18:49 pm by Xiao_TiAnTiAn
    Hmmm... What's your say?  

    Friday, December 24, 2004
    24 Dec 2004 - Corrine May

    24 December 2004

    2.07am


    Highly recommended Artiste of the Year 2004


    Corrine May 每 Fly Away

    (Listen to her music here & here.)
    (Find out more about her
    here.)

    Her new album is gonna be released soon next year.

    Support local artistes.

     




    New Year's Eve @ Esplanade:

    Corrinne May

    Singapore

    When: 31 Dec 2004 (Fri), 8.00 PM

    01 Jan 2005 (Sat), 9.00 PM

    Where: @ the Outdoor Theatre


    The aching beauty of her songs has made reviewers worldwide take note. Our own Corrinne, currently based in L.A., comes home for New Year with her typically honest and soulsearching music. Now there*s a viewpoint of home.

    Click
    here for more information on Corrinne May.

    Outdoor Theatre
    31 Dec
    04 - 8pm & 11pm
    1 Jan
    05 - 9pm

     

    Admission is Free.

    Another Esplanade Presents Programme 每 URL 


    Kaez, I know I am getting a little bit over with this artiste.
    I wanted to intro her long ago but then it slips my mind all the time. By the time, I remember again, it is almost exam time liao, so that explains why I am so eager to intro it.


    In case u all start to say...
    "Eh... Who the hell is Kait talking about?"
    And in case u find it all too troublesome to click on the links.
    I shall give u more infos here.

    Corrine May is our local singer but her music is based more in L.A. (more of the Arts side then the Pop genre)

    Corrine's song 'Journey' is featured in the popular Taiwanese idol drama serial Dolphin Bay Lovers a.k.a Hai Tun Wan Lian Ren.
    Singer Angela Zhang Shao Han lends her vocals to this song, as heard on the series.

    Corrine May also recorded a cover version of the classic Burt Bacharach song 'Close to You' for the Cloumbia Tristar Movie - So Close, which starred Karen Mok, Shu Qi & Vicki Zhao Wei as leading actresses in the film. The film was released world-wide in May 2003.

    "If you Didn't Love Me", a song by Corrine May co-wrote with Carole Bayer Sager and Carole King, is recorded by 17-year-old UK recording artist Zoe for the audiophile record label, Digital Theatre Systems records.

    I first know her as Corrine May with a very nice soulsearching song called "Fly Away".

    Very inspiring esp during exams...

    It is until very much later when I was talking to a Senior one nite on MSN during the exam period that has just passed, when he intro me the 'IN' music in Australia at that time, that we actually came across her name again when I told him about this piece of soothing music to listen to, esp during the exam times. He did a Goggles Search on her & found out that she is actually a local & that her song is featured in the OST of 'So Close' which will be premiering on Channel 8 this Xmas nite.

    K lah... Tink I shall stop here before I kena throw bad eggs upon. :D
    If wanna go to support her @ the esplanade, let me know lo#

    I seeya there...


    P/S:
    There is some typing errors is the post above. I apologised.
    It should be Corrinne May, not Corrrine May. Pls take note.

    Posted at 12/24/2004 1:18:20 am by Xiao_TiAnTiAn
    (1) people have voiced out.  

    Saturday, December 18, 2004
    18 Dec 2004 - Disappearance Act?

    18 December 2004


    3.49am

    U might have a hard time looking for me of late.
    Well, I am staying off MSN & ICQ for a while.
    I will only check my emails & blog for the time being.

    If u need to look for me, u can try tagging on my blog, emailing or texting me sms.
    Dun bother to try msging me on MSN or ICQ or even call me up.
    I wun bother. U know me one...

    No, I didn't run into any problems lately.
    Nor am I in depression.
    I am juz in a state of denial.
    I need time to break the news to u.

    I dun wan u to know becuz I have problems making up my mind.
    This time round, I need to face it all by myself.
    Let me learn to face the music, willya?
    (Hmmm... Abit offtrack...)

    I meant well...
    I dunno how to tell u...
    The only thing I can do is to avoid.
    My turtle-ish behaviour is out again.

    I know u care for me.
    I know I am hopeless.
    Juz leave me all by myself to rot.
    I think that will be the best way out.
    Cuz I dun wan u to worry for me.
    Treat it as u have never know me.
    I am juz a passerby in ur life.
    I come, I leave.
    Memories will diminish.

    I am sorry if I break ur heart.
    Or hurt ur feeling.
    Goodbye!

    Posted at 12/18/2004 2:58:40 am by Xiao_TiAnTiAn
    Hmmm... What's your say?  

    Monday, December 13, 2004
    13 Dec 2004 - Friendster Bulletin

    13 December 2004


    6.50pm

    Ok next time check Friendster 1st...

    a. wad kind of first impression do u think pple
    say when they first see u __

    nice gal actin cute.. can try befriending her since she's a no-brainer...

    b. wad's e one thing u like to do alone __

    cry.

    c. are u a giver or a taker __

    i used to give. now i am more of a taker since my giving is worth shits to ppl...

    d. wad hab u stolen before __

    cant rem... too many to name...
    one day i wish i cud steal all ur hearts & make u all die for me...
    muahahahaha... i am evillll!!!

    e. hw many drinks before u're tipsy __

    i guess u will need a bath tub full of liquor...

    f. do u ever hab to beg __

    beg wat? beg who? my pride is bigger than my ego... or vice versa... oh... wateva!

    g. wad kind of books do u like to read __

    from romance to fantasy to sci fic to mystery... juz no horror though..

    h. do u think u're cute __

    so wat if i tink if i am cute?
    if u dun agree then wats the use?

    i. do u hab problem changing clothes in front of
    ur friends __

    after staying in hostel for a period of time, i have no prob at all..
    haha.. yap... wat u have i oso have.. mine cud be beta.. haha..

    j. fav communication method __

    texting & telepathy..
    try finding out wat i am thinking cuz i wun tell u wat i tot..
    u need a lot of 6th sense & intuition & time with me to know me well..

    k. do u care __

    i do.

    l. wad do u eat when u raid e fridge at nite __

    i seldom eat at nite except for the occassional cup noodle with lotsa vinegar...

    m. if u could hab plastic surgery, wad would u hab done __

    change my skin? or liposuction wud be good..

    n. do u know anyone famous __

    yong bang? haha..

    o. describe ur bed __

    2 single bed in 2 diff room with lotsa pillows & bolsters & quilt & stuff toys... try me...

    p. spontaneous or planned __

    more of spontaneous than planned. but all my frenz are the planned type except for my son...

    q. do u know hw to play poker __

    u mean ban luck? or dai di? seldom play card game. i prefer MMORPG.

    r. wad do u carry with u when u leave ur home __

    hp, cards, foundation, gloss

    s. wad do u miss most abt being little__

    being carefree, wilful & stubborn;
    running into my granduncle on the street & giving me lil ang pow lui.

    t. are u happy with ur given name __

    initially not. cuz the story behind it is stewpig.
    in fact i hate my name so much i never used it since jc.

    now.. i tink my name is wat makes me unique.

    cuz pri sch frenz call me jing4 yu4;
    sec sch knows me as monitress or jin1 yu4;
    jc mates know me as "kate";
    uni frenz called me kaitlyn.
    online, my name is ~TiAnTiAn~.

    u. do u like urself n believe in urself __

    i never love myself.
    i inflicted too much pain on myself that i hate myself for doing it & i never believe in myself cuz there are so many things i cant do. i never accomplish anything right in my whole life b4.

    v. hw much would it take to gib up the internet
    for 1 year __

    365 yandaos.

    w. what wad color is ur bedroom __

    pure white

    x. do homeless or starving pple sometimes annoy u __

    no. why will they? they are so pitiful themselves le...
    dun despise ppl who are less fortunate ok... cuz i despise u for doing that...

    y. do u consider urself to b a nice person __

    i am never nice. i am born under the star of the devil.

    z. wad's e one thing u wish u could do but u can't__

    have the power to heal. i need to stop bleeding or else i will die from overprofusion.

    Posted at 12/13/2004 5:53:19 pm by Xiao_TiAnTiAn
    Hmmm... What's your say?  

    13 Dec 2004 - Articwind

    13 December 2004


    4.46pm

    I shud have read all my frenz blog before I post my own.
    Haiz... Now I gotta create another new entry.

    I took this off Articwind's blog. Call it plagerism.
    (Lately I dun have much stuffs to yada yada on.)
    But I love the stuffs he wrote. Everything he wrote is so true & meaningful.
    The impt part is it oso reflects wat I wanna say.
    Or shud I say what most common ppl oso wanna say.
    He is one guy that always writes the facts of life.
    Sometimes things that ppl dun feel like saying, he will write it out too... :)
    That is wat I like about him - a lot of meaningful crap.

    Here's what he says:

    Friends and interpersonal relationships

    Sometimes ah, I feel its important to have good friends.
    But since not everybody can please anybody, and not anybody can please everybody, friends can be quite randomiser.
    Some are good in this, some are good in that.
    The point is, friends are important. But sometimes I get pissed of by friends.
    I said this b4 and I'll say it again.
    The point is I hate it when I'm like over-dissed and under-recognized for my efforts to make things look good. Sian lar.
    But I'm a friend kind of guy. I believe more in my friends than my relatives.
    So if you're my friend most likely I hold you in high importance.
    The sian thing is, I cannot hold grudges.
    You piss me off, I will tu lan a while then forget it. Sian lar.
    I will learn to ji chou more often. Then I can start become evil. I like wah.

    Yo, u say u wanna learn to ji chou?
    I think u better not. Cuz I tot u pretty easy tu lan one?
    I cant imagine u fucking tu lan for a long time leh... 
    Juz be urself ok? I like u for who u are worz... :)
    Cheers, Phil...

    Posted at 12/13/2004 3:54:52 pm by Xiao_TiAnTiAn
    Hmmm... What's your say?  

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