11.19pm
Today, I finally chat with Junkie when I caught him online.
However, it did not turn out too well...
I din expect his rxn to be so big.
Junkie is rite abt me. Everything he says hits the rite spot.
He is the only one who dares to slam it in my face.
Read about it here.
I feel remorseful for the whole day.
I really let all those who love me down.
I guess I am beyond cure.
Leave me to die lo...
I am not fit to be ur fren anymore.
I know I dun deserve all the concern by disappointing u all like this.
But I dun get the part where he says gals have an easier way out...
I had a hard time finding a job.
& there is no easy way out. I know this theory since I am a kid.
Perhaps Daniel is rite, he is juz pissed off by wat I have done & cant accept it at the moment.
But I am really very happy for him.
At least he is doing his IA now & his grade is pretty good.
I hope Daniel is rite & that he will cool down & still be frenz with me...
Hahaha... The more I write this blog, the more I feel childish...
I hope this blow over soon.
& no one is supposed to bring this up ever again.
I hope we are still frenz...
Thou a bit hard sia...
Hmmm... *Stewpig internal struggle acting up again.*
Some things when said will leave scars.
I pick up alot along the way here.
I tink the next person I dunno how to face is Rene Papa le...
& I am meeting him to collect my rabbits next weekend. Very stress.
Dunno how he will react to tis.
I tot the rabbits will be a happy thing that can make me forget the rest of the happenings.
Turns out it adds on to my worries.
Papa is giving me 2 wabbits.
I hope this blow over soon.
& no one is supposed to bring this up ever again.
I hope we are still frenz...
Thou a bit hard sia...
Hmmm... *Stewpig internal struggle acting up again.*
Some things when said will leave scars.
I pick up alot along the way here.
I tink the next person I dunno how to face is Rene Papa le...
& I am meeting him to collect my rabbits next weekend. Very stress.
Dunno how he will react to tis.
I tot the rabbits will be a happy thing that can make me forget the rest of the happenings.
Turns out it adds on to my worries.
Papa is giving me 2 wabbits.