12.05am
Sometimes I wish I have a more fiery temper.
Wrong. I wish I have a temper.
Allow me to be childish juz once.
YES! THE REASON WHY I DIN DO WELL IN NTU IS BECUZ I PLAY MY TIME AWAY.
I EVERYDAY GO SHOPPING & KTV.
ALL $$$ ISSUES ARE NOT ISSUES. I HAVE NO FINANCIAL PROBLEMS AT ALL.
I DUN FUCKIN' CARE THAT MY DAD IS OLD & SICKLY.
I DUN FUCKIN' CARE THAT MY MUM IS NOT WORKING.
ALL ARE JUZ MY EXCUSE TO COVER UP THE ILL-DISCIPLINE I HAVE.
Ehem... (Clear my throat) AHhhh... I feel so relieve now.
No matter what I said above is true or juz plain lies, it doesnt really matter now.
Cuz no matter who hears of my case, they will think this way - I neglect my studies.
& I DID NOT disagree.
So now no matter who ask me, I will say becuz I play n play n neglect my studies.
Cuz I know that is the happy answer that they are looking for, thou' they pity my situation yet think likewise. That is what I call 'Biao Li Bu Yi'.
People who knows me long enuff knows what happened to me.
My closest frenz dun know, but they are very understanding.
Cuz I never tell them what really happen.
I DUN FUCKIN' CARE THAT MY DAD IS OLD & SICKLY.
I DUN FUCKIN' CARE THAT MY MUM IS NOT WORKING.
ALL ARE JUZ MY EXCUSE TO COVER UP THE ILL-DISCIPLINE I HAVE.
Ehem... (Clear my throat) AHhhh... I feel so relieve now.
No matter what I said above is true or juz plain lies, it doesnt really matter now.
Cuz no matter who hears of my case, they will think this way - I neglect my studies.
& I DID NOT disagree.
So now no matter who ask me, I will say becuz I play n play n neglect my studies.
Cuz I know that is the happy answer that they are looking for, thou' they pity my situation yet think likewise. That is what I call 'Biao Li Bu Yi'.
People who knows me long enuff knows what happened to me.
My closest frenz dun know, but they are very understanding.
Cuz I never tell them what really happen.
I have checked out NTU Arts school.
I will take 4 years to complete a degree with honours.
Unlike NUS where u can choose to do that optional one year of honours.
If I am to hit back on my books again, it will not be a 4 yrs one.
If all full time degree takes more than 2 years, I will do part time.
I have researched on this. One fren told me with work exp, I can do a part time deg in 18 mths.
I seriously dun mind. Is juz a paper at the end.
In fact, I dun mind telling u that I am contented with what I have now.
It is more impt to get a job with a good prospect & learning exp, than a mundane one after getting a 3rd class deg.
Dear frenz, if u are reading to find out how I am now.
All I can say is I am fine. (Fine means I am not crying literally.)
I have gotten a job. Not with the banks.
My new job is very complicated. It comes with alot of commitment - contract-based.
So if any of my application with DBS, UOB, OCBC, POSB, Maybank, Citibank & Standard Chartered is selected, I dunno I will cry anot cuz I cant quit as & when as I like.
I dun intend to get back to my books in the short term. (Short term means 1-2 years time.)
I dun intend to do a deg for above 3 yrs. Wanna find the shortest cut poss. Call me a daydreamer for all I care. U muz be thinking I have no qualifications, wat can I achieve rit?
Tell u, I dun mind doing dip again. But have to be part time, cuz I am working.
In fact no cert I also dun care. But I emphasize alot on good career progress. I wanna ugrade myself & learn new stuffs. I dun need a paper to tell ppl 'Hey, I know how to do this & that.'
Last, wat field I am going to study depends on wat job I am doing.
I wan a cert that helps my career. Call me too xian shi, but I have been a dreamers for years & I cant do that anymore. I know I cant do mass comm anymore. Ideals cant get me too far.
Lastly, I wanna thank Kaiwai.
Dear frenz, if u are reading to find out how I am now.
All I can say is I am fine. (Fine means I am not crying literally.)
I have gotten a job. Not with the banks.
My new job is very complicated. It comes with alot of commitment - contract-based.
So if any of my application with DBS, UOB, OCBC, POSB, Maybank, Citibank & Standard Chartered is selected, I dunno I will cry anot cuz I cant quit as & when as I like.
I dun intend to get back to my books in the short term. (Short term means 1-2 years time.)
I dun intend to do a deg for above 3 yrs. Wanna find the shortest cut poss. Call me a daydreamer for all I care. U muz be thinking I have no qualifications, wat can I achieve rit?
Tell u, I dun mind doing dip again. But have to be part time, cuz I am working.
In fact no cert I also dun care. But I emphasize alot on good career progress. I wanna ugrade myself & learn new stuffs. I dun need a paper to tell ppl 'Hey, I know how to do this & that.'
Last, wat field I am going to study depends on wat job I am doing.
I wan a cert that helps my career. Call me too xian shi, but I have been a dreamers for years & I cant do that anymore. I know I cant do mass comm anymore. Ideals cant get me too far.
Lastly, I wanna thank Kaiwai.