Then I rem Senior telling me how bad luck he got into last year, so I pray he will be blessed too lo... Then I oso went ahead to help him divine a lot as well lo....

After going to the temple, I feel so much at ease.

For the past 3 weeks, I have been pretty troubled by my decision to drop out.
I like the peace & serenity that Buddhism gives out.
Maybe saying my prayers does help.

I hope Senior found his inner peace too... & put all the unhappy things behind him.
Let him have a smooth-sailing year ahead. God bless.

Yah... I haven start work. Pretty scare lah...
Mom keeps reminding me what to look out for.
She says muz find out the dress code, the OT pay rate & the salary increment.
I keep thinking that I wun stay too long on this job.

Haiz... That's me lah... Always thinking on the negative aspect of life.
But then again, can oso say that I am juz a person who think of the worst case lo... So I can be mentally prepared for it mah...

Way before I entered NTU, I oreadi mentally prepare myself for this day where I drop out lah... Hahaha... Old habits die hard lah... Kekeke...

K... Lets drop this dull topic.
By the way, I have written quite a lot today lah...
Shud go zZz le... Cuz I am waiting for Ivy's call tml. I am expecting her call in the morning lah... So muz zZz early to wake up early tml lo...
Nitez!

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By the way, juz wanna add.
Why am I blogging until so many lately?
Like almost 3 posts per day... Hahaha...

Cuz I scare once I start work, cant blog much le...
Oso thru this, u all can get updates of what I am doing these few days before I start work.
I wasn't slacking ok? :(

Xianz... Once start work, gotta go back to my good sleeping habits liaoz...
Work till 6pm, come home either is I have no more energy to go online or I rather spend my time on my new TV + set.
Relaxation, yes, but not in the form of blogging.

U know how much time & jing shen blogging can take up? (Yes, I can blog till Zou Huo Ru Mo one...)

Juz plainly the content itself will take up omoz 3 hrs if it's a long post.
(U can tell by spotting my start time with I usually type at the beginning of a post, then check the time again when I post at the end near the comments link.) *Last min added in*

Cuz blogging is an activity done while your tots are been generated. Not as if u have a script nicely written out.
(I have tot of writting it out like a journel before transferring it onto my blog before. But it will be much more work than this, I calculated. So I turn to jotting down main points while I was on the MRT or whenever I am free. Still I have to rephrase it before it is presented to u guys out there.)

U type wat comes to ur mind. So if u happen to rem something u left out, u gotta insert it before u con't the typing again.

Following that, u still have to check the spelling & grammer.
Cuz I wan my readers to understand the content I wanna bring across & I dun wish to have any misunderstanding. Eg, if I plagerize, I will credit it back to the author.
Oso sometimes, some sentence I type doesnt sound rit - expression-wised & politically-correct-wised.
So I will re-read & re-read that sentence (or sometimes a whole paragraph) to adjust it.

After typing the content, I still make sure I 'beautify' it by formatting it. Eg, adding bullets, indentation, where to have <br>, etc...
Sometimes after publishing, there will be some viewing problems.
I always make sure my blog is in place before I hit the [X] on my browser. Eg, Chinese character cant be read.

You can say I am very 'mao' (fussy) abt my work.
Bear in mind this is the way I work.
That is oso why I can score very well in projects.
I have too much eyes for details. Someone used to tell me that.
Oh! Is my Laselle teacher... Haha... *Suddenly rems, so insert*
He complains I spent too much time on details when its impt not to neglect the details AND oso dun overlook the big picture.
I can spot flaws like ants to an elephant ratio.

So most of my procrastination time goes to this blog. It can be considered my heart & blood. I cant imagine what I do if this place crashes. Hahaha... Choy choy choy... *Touch wood*

Shall stop now.
Thou' I haven edit fin, my eyes are protesting liaoz...
They are shutting down any moment now. Gtg...